Just waiting for Friday

I'm still a bundle of nerves...nothing will be able to change that. It is hard when you have already been through it before and it ended badly :( It's not like I don't want to be happy - I do...It is just so hard right now. Nothing would make me happier than if I didnt have to worry about things like this. I really really pray now that the baby is in the right place. I need to call my nurse today and tell her I need to order more progesterone for my butt shots. :( I also want to know when they think I would do my first ultrasound - I know my levels need to be much higher to see something on ultrasound. Go levels go - grow baby grow!!